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blogging is a pain in the fingers. LOL yeah, i'm one to talk, seeing that i havent updated in forever. HUFF. malasnye nak update. srsly nothing very interesting has been going on. nights everyone, -zaf.

im halfway through your story, cant help thinking that you're just like me.

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some random person's bmx, uhm, i hope you dont mind me snapping a picture of it, some random person. ergh, a week since i updated. no, more than that. and it wasn't as if i was busy or anything. haha, screw laziness. *huff* *glances at calendar* you know, ever since o levels ended (i.e, ever since dates stopped mattering), i never seemed to make sense of all those boxes-with-numbers-in-them. what's it called? a calendar? yeah that. last friday i woke up extra x 100 early to see safia off at the airport. my darling went back to london! (i can hear saf saying "could you stop calling me that?!?!" in my head - dam i miss her D=) her mommeh treated me and fa to breakfast, then since qaqa was late, we got compensation for that D= so kind! and after saf left, there was all this confusion about finding qaqa. ~t1 to 12 to t1... then back to t2. whaaaat =.='' nvm, skytrains are fun :D qaqa used her cash to buy starbucks, and i used mine to... buy.. uhm *cough* neve...

once a skeptic, now the critic.

humph. where do i begin? *thinks* alright, i think i know. my weekend was.. hmm, how to describe it. i cant really find the words really... maybe 'cause i lack the vocab, 'cause... - eheh *pushes issue asside* not that it matters(?!), well anyway, my weekend was palatable *beams* (lol wrong word, i know) i enjoyed it. saturday especially. despite having to wake up earlier than i ever have during the holl... i think it was worth it. and it was free! (lol) im talking about the Youth Forum at DA (darul arqam, not david archuleta). i didnt pull any of my buds with me this time, i just thought going alone would be fun for once. and it was :D i met all sorts of amazing people and made new friends (havent been doing that since forever). and, i just realised, i sound like a little kid D= doesnt everyone sound like little kids when they're excited? D= omygosh yes im excited! why? i don't know. i just hope that the forum was just the beginning of a series of more awesome events. ...

i should've known much better.

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NO! it's not the letter "N", it's the letter "Z"! tsk, my artwork is ruined. (what?!) *tikka tikka* *blogs* ok, done! =D lol, so not. i'll....... blog again later. "but then she called me and that's when, she said to meee-ee-ee-eeeee, she wasn't coming round for teee-eeaaa~" `Broccoli - Mcfly Zaf

we're the new face of faliure, prettier and younger but not any better off.

(=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - i suffer from sketch syndrome. =) says: a hat D= Azfar. says: a hat? D8 (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - i suffer from sketch syndrome. =) says: a hat! D= Azfar. says: a hat!! 8D (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - i suffer from sketch syndrome. =) says: a hat... =D what's that? a hat? crazy funky junky hat, overslept, hair unsightly, tryina look like keira knightley. we've been there we've done that we see right through your funky hat. okay, enough about hats. truth is, i dont even have any. ahahaha. right. i know i said in my last entry that the consequence of this (extreme?) boredom would be me blogging more (regularly, often, morrrreeee..!!) but... *looks at time gap between this entry and the last* hahah. okay zaf, apart from being self-contradictory, what else is up? we-ell, last saturday i went to east coast with my beloveds! mom, bro, nani, bibik, mummy and uncle izad. there was a wide variety of activities set up for us that day. first the siput gong gong olympics. some of em ...

everything, everything will be just fine.

~.... isn't it nice that im blogging more often now? :D actually no, 'cause now u'll have my craptalk forced on you waaaay more often than before. *smirk* .. once again im blogging past 00:00 so, i'll be addressing my day as "yesterday" even though it feels awkward but i guess that's appropriate right? it's still awkward though. does that make sense? ergh *shakes head violently* sorry, unfortunately it's possible to eat too much festive treats... ... and as a result, one feels slightly distorted up there in the head, not to mention all tingly (not the good kind) down there in the stomach as well. .... and in case you haven't guessed yet, that's kinda what im experiencing right now. *spaces out* *lands back on earth* another thing i learned today, is that if your uncle (or uncles, in my case) comes up and drinks your ice cream soda (.. and finishes it) like it was nobody's business, it's better to just laugh it off. haha, seriously, ...

..but the beat goes on, da dum da dum da da.

goooood morning, people! it is 10:02 AM in zaffie's bedroom in front of her computer! awesome. so, yesterday i went to collect my *found* IC. oh did i mention? i lost it somewhere during O's and recently *alhamdulillah* someone found it x) so... tomorrow's raya. heheheh we get to go to the masjids and see the kambings, and, as saffie said, "we'll all smell like kambings" and the kambings came to sg by air this time! cool huh? .. no, they didn't sprout wings. (would be awesome if they did, then we'll get to eat chicken AND kambing wings!) i mean, it's nice to know they didnt come by sea this time (remember ustad's re-enactment? ghanam hazeel.. sudaa'... @_@ ) AWH MAN i miss ustad's classes T_T they were soooo much fun~ okay, back to topic. raya. it seems that we'll be travelling by public transport this year. yay for us, the eco-friendly family =.= woo... so, heels or no heels? heels are suicide, but i dont have any non-heeled formal...

we only want to sing you to sleep.

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Chiwetel Ejiofor. his name's kinda too complicated to memorise and re-type, so i copy-pasted it from his wikipedia. (btw if u cant view the pic it means u're reading this on facebook and if u wanna see it u have to click "view original post" at the bottom of the window. thank you) so anyway, who is this *ctrl+v* Chiwetel Ejiofor ? hm. watch 2012. u'll know. ^^ .. .... ..... .. ok fine i'll tell you. he plays the scientific advisor to the President in the movie 2012. geology. is. awesome. at least the movie made it seem that way. haha, u know, i was watching 2012 just now (i.e yesterday. it's 2:11 am now) and *bam* i realised this was what i've been looking for all my life. the point of seeking knowledge is to allow us to appreciate and glorify His magnificence more. right? (: well, that's how i see it, anyway. it is, 2:14 am. anyone wanna question my blogging habits? haha, thought so. tsk. im just hyped, okay? the movie was awesome. ... and well, ...

... well she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention

everyone cheer with me! zaf-fie-rocks! zaf-fie rocks! zaf-fie-roooockss! ....or not. wooohoo baby today i watched Music Bank, and andd andd! SHINEE IS GONE! noooo T_T where did they go? where did onew go?? dont you people pity us SHINEE fans?? nevermind. 2pm made up for it with another epic Heartbeat performance. and F(x)! im starting to like em too. teehee. and SS501 did Love Like This! heehee. i couldnt be any happier. well actually i can.. i just said that for exaggerration's sake. alright. since when did i become a kpop commentator? ladies and gentlemen, we are moooving-on. right, so. we got our report books today. prolly the last time i'll be getting it actually. owwhh gawdd i am done with school =.= still cant believe it. ..and next year is... an entirely different storybook. i cant stand the suspense. i cant i cant i cant *cries* ok zaf, u cant live in fear till next year. *pats own back* AH FINALLY the 5 of us went for chenteng today. usually the group isn't comple...

In a car underwater with time to kill.

welcome to Zaffie's blog! where i talk about trivial, unimportant matters and you read, then contemplate on how boring/nonsensical my rantings are. haha well, better (safer) to discuss trivial matters than big, controversial, potentially harmful ones, no? i think i havent been able to blog so guiltlessly and at such ease since.. the last time i had to study.. which was when, again...? oh wait a minute. study? what's that? huh? study? me dont know study! heeehee *halo* OH YES the sweet, sweet taste of closure. i seriously can't believe O's are over. but they are, so, whoopee! *bounces off walls* okay, that's enough about The End Of O's. i'm actually getting tired of telling people how happy i am. heh ^.^'' u know. somewhere in life, we humans are bound to be stuck between doing what we want and doing what we should. at least once. and i'm pretty sure many of us can relate when i say that once we've made our choice, sometimes u just can't d...

A Dedication.

ceelebrate good times, come on! well, sec4pink. our paths part here. *sniff* ok i *know* we're supposed to be happy (who isnt?) but i cant feeling a hint of sadness when i'm reminded of this separation. SEC4 PINK, I LOVE YOU! let's not forget each other forever and ever. and may Allah bless us with His love and guidance for the long journey ahead. Credits to my mom for this dedication. (: Zaf (woohoo, O's are over ^^)

..But you work in a shirt with your nametag on it, drifting apart like a plate tectonic.

T_T im tired of studying =.='' and im sick. i mean, really sick. *coughs* *blows nose* *rubs balm onto temples* geography is scaring me senseless. so many things to remember. so many, so many. and i have yet to go through the pace-around-the-room-reciting-the-book-at-the-top-of-my-lungs ritual. which i reaaaally dont have the mood to do, because well, *coughs uncontrollably* u know >.> physics is no less frightening i think. i mean, it doesnt help that keep messing up the S.I units and (was that measured in g or kg? P.a? uhm, newtons is for...? joules or kilojoules? 0.2 m or 20 cm? ...aaand the list goes on) and, ^%&^$%#^# ZAF u gotta freakin' pay attention to the freakin' question! how many times has this happened? and all that was because....?.... zaffie is a lazya$$ when it comes to reading. *sigh* what's happening to you, zaf. ooh, thunder just rumbled in the magnificent sky. rain's pouring, aand... my room's pitch dark =.= or at least, as dar...
O's. 10 years of education, and it all boils down to this. 9 more papers. just 9 more. hang in there, zaf.

you've got front row seats to the penitence ball. when i grow up, i want to be nothing at all.

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Ice-Kachaaaang. come to meh. ERGH ZAF! why are you blogging?? .. because i wanna. *sticks out tongue* owhh mommee. how long till olevels are over? *glances at calendar* eeeep. and oh who knew, i can actually be early for something if i tried. like the bio pract exam for example. one hour early in some unexplored (by me) region in singapore (i.e:AMK) there was aaabsolutely nothing to do, except explore, study, eat and make faces at random people. okay scrap that last one. though it'd be interesting if... uh, pfffffft naaah *waves thought away* i saw Jakky at the MRT station that day! ^.^ teehee~ the school was pretty big (expected) it kinda makes you wonder how the government finds that much space despite sg being oversaturated with people. ... i guess that explains the chicken coops we live in >.> (ok tht was a quote from someone. haha) urgh, i dont feel like talking about the practical. haha many thanks to Cher tho, for helping me overcome my hysteria afterwards. X_X the ne...

Bleach Talk.

αzziε says: *lol *lol I can never have a proper fringe coz of my curly hair (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *straighten *haha αzziε says: *org lain buat emo straight jer if I try then ppl will ask "whats that? uncooked maggi ah??" (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *lmao XD *=.='' *u want a fringe? αzziε says: *lol naww =P (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *rly? *it's keeeeewl u kno =3 αzziε says: *well never tried it yet =P (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *it's hot tho -.- αzziε says: *hahah *I want hair like aizen D8 *before and after lol (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *hahaha XD *the 'after' he use gatsby *the 'before' he use pantene αzziε says: *hahah become superman d xD (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *yea XD αzziε says: *lmao xD (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *aizen in red briefs *puke* αzziε says: *pffft bwahahah XD *ewww >.> (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє...

'cause it's 9 in the afternoon....

3:55 AM BLUES. (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *LMAO *aHAH! *u took my quiz! ✖Eeks™ says: *OMG!!! (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *=D ✖Eeks™ says: *i got less than 50 **cries like theres no tomorrow* (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *aww D= *they were kinda difficult -.- *chill!! ✖Eeks™ says: *haha k i wanna make mine *lol (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *yay =D ✖Eeks™ says: *arent we supposed to study >_> (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *yea tht's why **knocks head* *my head -.- ✖Eeks™ says: *Haish **takes a sword and get ready to have a war w/.... facebook* (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *lmao **takes f16* *bombs away!! ✖Eeks™ says: **runs and shieldzxz* *kebaboom! *D= (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *lmao *DIE FB DIEEE ✖Eeks™ says: *erm... bff? *do website die? D= (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *idk -.- *they're aliiiiive D= ✖Eeks™ says: **zombies* (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє...

i traded forever to just hear you say the sound of my name.

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feeling dizzy, zaf? *adjusts volume on comp speakers* eh what la, i keep forgetting that im using my ipod -.-'' huhu, i look like a hippie, with my stripy ipod strap and retro ipod jacket 8D speaking of which, does anyone know how to sync songs from ur ipod into ur comp without deleting all ur fave songs into oblivion? seriously. ahaha. okay. enough of that. uhmm, it's just one of those days where u randomly think about death and wonder wether it was ur last day on earth. what's death like, i wonder. then again, doesn't everyone? i guess we'll find out. so anyway, so far i haven't exactly posted a proper entry. it's probably because- *checks facebook for updates* - i've been studying *cough* ehyaaaaa. studying the ways of facebook, it seems. astaghfirullah, zaf. >_> i want need ONTO headphones T_T recently.. recently. actually, tons of things happened. im just... too lazy to record them all down =.= but! it's for the memories! a few month...

already gone

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yum.=D Чεlloωραиdα says: *hahah XD *lol tak habis habis u dgn iris (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *SAFIA lah >_> *dah jangkit Чεlloωραиdα says: *lepas ni teeth pulak >.> *slap ur teeth (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *haha how to slap teeth?? XD Чεlloωραиdα says: *lolol masa ur friends sibok gelak tampar je lah *then can trade with the tooth fairy for lots of money (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *hahaha eeeshk spol jek aku nih *LMAO *tkde keje -.- Чεlloωραиdα says: *lmao best per *easy money *sehari 5 gigi, 5 ringgit (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *>_>.................. *sikit nah Чεlloωραиdα says: *by the end of the year, u'll have a whole lot of money then ur whole school no more teeth (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *hahahaha >_> Чεlloωραиdα says: *class photo yg power punya! >8D *caya lah! (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - ∂συвℓє єηтєη∂яє =) says: *cannot imagine sia *nuu i love my teeth -.- Чεlloωραиdα ...

i dont wanna be without you boy

ah i rly wish i was there. haha. GD looks adorable in that mouse hat thing. and omg Daesung at 2:05 !! *melts*

Falling slowly, eyes that know me.

αzziε says: *lol ahh (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *bahh αzziε says: *rahhh (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *ape lah *ahh bahh tahh *-.- αzziε says: *ohhhhh (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *who taught u ur alphabet? >_> *come i blasah him/her αzziε says: *my mom ._. (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *haha *OH αzziε says: *>.> (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *k nvm αzziε says: *lmao (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *im laughing so hard *XD αzziε says: *clarence taught me my alphabet C: (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: **rolls up sleeves* come come αzziε says: **halo* (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *lmao! XD XD *************** (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *yay! i dwaw me ! then all become cyute2 like me oso! αzziε says: *hahahah XDDD (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *(so not. zaffie prasan....) αzziε says: *zaffie cute =3 (= ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα - є¢¢єηтяι¢ =) says: *nuu *azzie cute =3 αzziε says: *nuuu *zaffie ...

mirror mirror hanging on the wall, you don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all.

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haha, that seemed like the only.. uhh, presentable pic of me this raya. meh dress is ubber cool (and ubber expensive too) wasn't meant for me or to be worn on raya in the first place, but stuff happened, and tada. i'll be blogging during study breaks, so i think this one's gonna take some time... fuyooooh, takle angs. my body's aching, but my brain insists on studying. actually, my brain's tired too. so.. which part of me is forcing myself to study? *groans* *blinks* *stretches* ohh so today i finally visited Yai Zali in JB. after repeated (and unanswered) invites. finally, finally ^^ woohooooo JB houses r awesum =D me liiiiike many many. just the houses though, not much the surroundings, hmm. haha we piled into uncle DD's car at like 11am and headed off. sharky and my bro played drawing games. batree ajak maen peek-a-boo from the front seat. my cousins are so CUTE! *melts* .. and then it was back to filling white cards in a moving vehicle which isn't so mu...

i can't sleep; are you like me?

[2:35 AM] irritating alarm ring pierces into my dreams and forks me out into the conscious world. arrgh nevermind, *fingers find snooze button* *click/beep/ whatever sound it makes, it doesnt make a sound really* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. [3:02 AM] .... and off goes the alarm again! (it's been going off at 3-minute intervals actually, i just never noticed), a nagging thought pulls the edges of my sleep-ridden mind. "...study.." i tell myself, okay, i'll get up now. i'll.. get up.... and........ st..u...d..............zzzz [3:06 AM] alarm repeats itself, getting really pissed off with me. a more mind-jolting thought pushes me right off the bed. *bump i go onto the floor, ow my butt* *picks self up, staggers to desk* *SOB* i iz upset. haiz. upset or not, must study. *superlong argh* "if you're shedding tears, just like my reflection in the mirror, if you've thought of me even once, can you run to me and embrace me?" `Stay Together - 2ne1 (translati...

Salam Lebaran.

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA. .. this year im graced with the duty of studying (yay!) during raya celebrations ... i was also graced with the wisdom to eat lauk raya at 1.30am. now, im full and i can't sleep. i guess i'll say it one more time here. to everyone/anyone who's reading this right now i hope you'll forgive (and forget) my past mistakes know that i regret every single one of them and i hope we will be able to start on a new clean slate this blessed Syawal. (insert raya song quote here. im too tired to think) Zaf

and i'll fly, fly across the sky, and i'll leave, leave it all behind.

Park Hee Hee. my korean name. i'm tired. it's 3:42 a.m. these late nights are slow suicide i tell you. and my entry just now just got cancelled so i malas nak type balek lah. sheesh -.-'' approx 4 and a quarter hours to Tauhid paper. yes Az, im gonna go get some rest now k? (: Raya in a few days. doesnt feel like it's raya season. i miss someone so bad, i could die from the heartache. Blueberry poundcake is wonderful. "i'll disappear, take flight on the wings of wishing you were here" `Awakening - Mae Zaf

are we all wrong?

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cool anot? haha. taken around 6+pm. speaking of which, it's 5:35am and i havent slept all night. =) "best friends, ex-friends till the end, better off as lovers and not the other way around" `Bang The Doldrums - -Fall Out Boy Zaf

i really love you, i really want you, and i hate that i can only see you from afar.

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*sigh* GD =3 APPUN SARANGHETO SHIJAKDWE. nice. 2:00 AM. okay. *blogs* let the crap-talking begin. meh. *gulps hazlenut coffee* gosh, that stuff is... pure joy A_A umhmm. getting high. which is essential for boosting ur studying attitude. well mine anyway. let's just ignore the fact that i've enormously disrupted my sleeping pattern (i.e: sleeping at 5 and waking up at 12, i tend to take the holls for granted sshh) *thinks* -random- HTML is annoying *shoots* hahah. i've been shooting many -cough- stuff lately. -even more random- i just love late nights, don't you? *looking out window* due to the really short gap between this and the last post, im not really sure what to blog about, actually. i should be freaking out about my lack of volcabulary. and my lack of.. studying for next week's examssss! ✖Eeks™ says: i have so many highlighters! (=ZäphÿRÃ! Beauty is overrated. =) says: come gimme some =3 ✖Eeks™ says: naaah! amek ni sme (=ZäphÿRÃ! Beauty is overrated. =) sa...

Hangsang nan tollyeo, I Love You Forever.

best 2ne1 performance to-date. (: Zaf

24/7 itte mirya heaven.

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apesal eh zaffie, bulan puase, ko upload gamba makanan. asek makanaaaaaaaaaaan je. ishk. so well, i dont really know what to blog about. it's just.... long time since i last blogged, you know? haha. 'long time' eh. i doubt i can remember the last time i blogged (probably cuz my brain cells are dying at a faster rate than usual... lol ) well let's see. i remember... wasting time over the weekend.. oh yes. i went to the bazaar with Fra and Ria last friday. we saw... lotsa blingbling see-through clothes. laughoutloud. but seriously -.- it's like, double-ouch-my-eyes cuz it's double the pain. u get what i mean. what else? oh yea! i slept over at grannie's over the weekend. OHMYGOSH. nintendo wii FTW. i played till like 12++. hahaha. boxing took the cake. or more like, the blow. haha k im talking crap. but seriously. boxing was my fave. tho it left my arms aching for days. till now even. ouch ouch *rubs* ey! it's 2:02 am in the sunnysunny (so not) morning in...

wassuup?

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ohmygod it's the giraffe that guards my chemistry papers. ... today was pretty funny actually. .... if you didn't count the exam papers that is...... hmm. speaking of 'funny' and 'exam papers', i guess there were a few occasions where i.. kinda.. laughed at the questions... ..hey! cher was being funny okay. okay. >_> ANYWAY, today was funny because.....! oho. our usual randomness. i never get tired of it =P so right, we all know how Ria's burn on her arm has been a pain. well of course it's a pain, it's a burn for heaven's sake! D= ANYWAY she asked fra to hold her wrist lah kan, a good substitute for scratching as well as a protection from any further damage. so then, the following happened..... Ria: nak gi toilet... *heads to toilet, dragging fra with her* Fra: *?!?! face* *me, Saf and Sma standing outside, waiting* me: banyak scandal uh diorang. Sma: *pokes head in toilet* (shocked tone) OI! KORANG BUAT APE KAT DALAM SITU?! O_O me and sa...

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna

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Kehidupan yang kau lalui Tiada bererti Namun kau masih tak menyedari Bila wajahmu pucat lesu Terbujur kaku Bimbang hidup kau kan berakhir. Tidakkah kau tahu Dia yang Maha Kuasa? masihkah tak mengerti tiada hidup tanpaNya? Lalu kau pun tunduk membisu sejuta ketakutan bayangkan dosamu bagai lautan. haraplah diberi peluang umur yang panjang kau kan jadi hamba yang sejati. Allah maha pengasih. Allah maha pengampun. kembalilah kepada fitrahmu. Ramadhan mubarak, everyone (: "Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja" ` Harapan Ramadhan - Raihan ft Man Bai Zaf

We Are So Far From You.

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WHO WANTS TO KNOW. THIS DRINK IS LYCHEE-FLAVOURED. WITH RED PEARLS. saffie wants me to blog about yesterday's incident . but before anything, let's summarise whatever that needs to be summarised. uhh.. what? lol. k. puase2 ni kan, i dont rly make sense when i talk. but isn't that what u people like about meh?!!? (err no?) k whatever. *glancing at calendar* so far so good. prelims are half over. and apparently none of the past papers made me half as suicidal as during mid-years. hmm. except maybe geo. (note to self: get a smoother pen to increase writing speed next time) oh and if anyone wants to know, i had my english Orals yesterday. spelt with a capital O. cuz it's O level Orals! haha. i think, one of the examiners noticed me pointing out his Shinee head to saf. haha. ha. ha. examiner: so.. if you were to become a reporter, what kind of stories would you like to write about? me: (after spewing loads of crap, running out of ideas) uhh.. i'd like to do celebrity g...

i said i'd definitely forget, i promised goodbye, but -

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nenek: firah puase ke tak? me: tak.. nenek: ah, makan lah ape yg ade. *chuckle* me: *glances at kitchen* er.. mcm takde aje =.='' haha. apelah nasibku. tak puase pon mcm org puase. haiz =P lol and on friday Saffie was like, "so zafirah.. any incidents happen during the practical?" ahahah. were my mid-year accidents that popular?? sheesh =.='' haha. had Eng1 and Arab1 prelims today. and it didnt help that towards the end of the English paper i had this reeeaaaally strong urge to go pee =.='' ohh, i also said to someone this morning, "you look shorter today- oh no wait it's just your hair" haha seriously - who knew cutting your hair can do so much as alter your height? *evil chuckle* *winkwink* "just like before... i want to hear your voice" `Stay Together - 2ne1 (translation) Zaf p.s: i miss you so much Az dear. *tear drop*

things that i miss.

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Glucose! oh, sugar sugar i can't believe 10 years are almost over. thank you sec four pink, thank you maarifians. for your support in the past decade. for the wonderful moments, the laughter, the pain, the everything that we endured together. i promise all of that won't go to waste. we won't forget each other. right bambinas? ever. ehehe, except kalau amnesia tu lain cite uh. anyway, i cant be more grateful for today =D thanks for the pasta, sweets, cupcake, agar2, cocktail, loveletters, brownies, oreo, potato chips, mee goreng (even though UFO dah amek but still thanks nenek ^^) longan, langsat, sambosa, epok2, seaweed! (ehe, puji diri sendiri nampak, zaffie) dadeh, and what else? see lar, so much food just now, sampai tak teringat sume. okay, korangg. prelim blaja betol2, okay? ilysm "and what i notice is this: i come up with something new every single time that i sit and reminisce" `Part Of The List - Ne-yo Zaf

I Don't Care.

hey, sorry i havent been updating. been pretty busy, like everyone else, haha. anyway, i hope u people will find this vid entertaining. MINZY Zaf

if only i knew what i know today.

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uh, okay. it's like that picture's jinxed or something. everytime i put it at the beginning of an entry, i tend to get distracted in the middle of typing and end up not posting anything. but, i don't believe in jinxes. so, here i go ~ ^^ to my relief, they didnt ask for the green temp card at the school gates yesterday. not that it really mattered.. i didnt exactly see the point of coming cuz we had to sit at the back and u can barely see the stage from there. sheesh. we snapped plenty of pictures! haha (: not much to talk about really. i just suddenly couldnt think of anything >_>'' except that OHMYGOD prelims are coming up. URGH okay study. i'll post something more substantial when i get the inspiration. "oh it's dangerous, so out of line, to try and turn back time" Hurt - Christina Aguilera Zaf

i know good and where you're good for nothing.

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ohmygod marshmallows D= aaah. it's 1.30 am. yes. i've been taking meds again. and i drank coffee. so im pretty much wide awake. i couldn't study in the day cuz i was stuck with my bro the whole day. cannot tarkeez mah! LOL! k. i know lotsa people mix english and malay. but english and arabic? haha. oh well. at least i'm learning. ok ow. my hand hurts. i'm taking a break from writing. (by typing?) hell yeah. (won't that make it worse?) hell yeah. (-__-'') muahahaha lolz. I LOVE SANDARA PARK. SHE'S SO ADORABLE. OH EM GEE. "i know you're a villain but i can't stop this feelin" `Good Girls Like Bad Boys - Jadyn Maria ft Flo Rida Zaf

timetables!!

O LEVEL PRELIMS TIMETABLE FOR SEC 4 PINK 2009 Thurs 20/8 ---- Biology Practical Fri 21/8 ----- Phychem Practical Mon 24/8 ------ Arabic 1 / English 1 Tues 25/8 ----- IRK 1 / Geography 2 Wed 26/8 ----- E. Math 1 / Phychem MCQ Thurs 27/8 ---- Biology 1 & 2 Fri 28/8 ----- IRK 2 / Physics Mon 31/8 ----- Geography 1 Wed 2/9 ----- Arab 2 / A. Math 1 Thurs 3/9 ----- E.Math 2 / Chemistry Fri 4/9 ----- A.Math 2 / English 2 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ SYAHADAH TIMETABLE SEC 4 2009 Monday 14/9 ----- Al-Qur'an (tilawah) / Fiqh Tues 15/9 ----- Tauhid / Hadith Wed 16/9 ----- Tafsir / Al-Qur'an (shafawi) Thurs 17/9 ----- Arabic / Al-Qur'an (s) Fri 18/9 ----- Tarikh Islami / Qur'an *bows* that is all. =) Zaf

you played the part, and like a star you played it so well.

"hang on, i'm bueno-ing!" haha! ok. FIRST OF ALL, thank youu soo much Masyi for the prezzy. jazakillah. it's wonderful. ilysm muah muah muah. -k dah cukop, zaffie. -ehcukop ehcukop ehcukop. right. i just swallowed cough syrup. so, it's only a matter of time before i drop dead unconsious on the ke..y.b..o..ard... *pinches self* ow! tick tock tick tock. (shigani heulodwo!) running outta time...... this'll be really fast. a quick summary of what i've been up to these psat few days. i owe my readers that much at least. (what readers? *crickets*) u know, ust S chose the most beautiful time to dump on us an OHA (Outrageous Homework Assignment) why outrageous? hah. ask the people who did it, u'll know. "argh... my hand still hurts.." "ow... my neck..." "i slept at 3am because of this..." k. the last two were from me. first one came from... saffie... and dee... and... lotsa other people. ahahaha. surely u're dying to know w...

it sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal.

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mine's on the right =))) many thanks to the person who treated me =) good morning everyone......... oh gosh. see, this is why i dont like meds very much. im wide awake at 3am. why? meds... so im gonna grab this chance to blog. since no one's online for me to chat with. ahaha. did i mention my extremely wonderful experience watching half blood prince? ohh yes. it was lovely, briliant, magnificent! ok. those who already know what happened would know that i was being sarcastic. so, it started off with the guy in front of me. ohmygosh i can't freaking see over his (superlarge) head! u know, they should do a height check for cinema patrons. so that the supertall (And not to mention huge) people won't block the way for other innocent viewers (like myself) who didn't do anything to deserve such a torment -.-'' haha. that was a mouthful. aite. moving on... the guy next to me fell asleep! can u believe that?? i mean, how can anybody fall asleep in a HP movie?? o..ka...

(no subject due to lack of inspiration)

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Daesung;; cutest BB member. =D ohkay. time to rediscover my passion for writing. BLOG, ZAFFIE, BLOG!!! crap. this is going to be a really short entry. come onnn. inspire me. goshzxz. right. as i said. this is going to be a really short entry. the end! (i told u didnt i) Zaf

nobody gonna love me better.

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is it me or do i look kinda tall here? hmm. ok nvm it's just me. =P OH MY GOSH I CANT BELIEVE I FREAKING MISSED TUITION TODAY. it's like the second time i missed something because i woke up late this month. first school, now tuition. both realy important. yes, studying IS important, fyi. ahaha. um, hmm. i've been pretty busy this week. in fact, today's the only day that i'm not out from am-pm. and it's sunday. gee, that sure makes sense. i went to catch harry potter yesterday - no not literally, that's impossible - i mean i watched half blood prince yesterday. woohoo. speaking of which, did anyone borrow my half blood prince book? i can't seem to find it -.- aite. i am so gonna read deathly hallows again. before the movie comes out, after my olevels. after my olevels. after my o levels. it feels like i'll never get there. it isn't even prelims yet. GOSH OKAY IM GONNA STUDY NOW. sorry for the abrupt ending. i must make up for my slacking off now....

you're the only one who really knew me at all.

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PHOTO OF THE DAY: KEBAB ICE CREAM of course, i took plenty of other pictures at Irsyad's carnival today. but so far this one has to be the best =P i mean, how often do you come across a whole stack of kebab chicken on a cone? never, right? yea that's right, never.it's physically impossible. (blah! zaffie's a fake!!) but it was farah's hand that held the cone!! (but it was your hand that snapped the picture! YOUR hand!!!) okaykay, let's move on aite. today, i arrived 15 mins late for tuition. not bad not bad, im improving. hahaXD after that i was supposed 2 go to Irshad's food fiesta/carnival with BFF, but i texted her (in class haha) n she said she wasnt feeling well >_ so, i msged farah instead (in class as well, ustad pretending not to notice, haha) i ended up waiting... and waiting.... and waiting.... ...for farah. =P until my granny called and was like "firah katne? nani dah chop tempat taw!" bes uhh nani. saaayang nani. =D then, we finally...