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slowly letting go.

i can't lie. it's great to be back. i miss the feel of the keyboard beneath my fingers and the glare of the screen that degrades my eyes by the hour. hold on, that didnt come out right. oh, never mind. these past few days have been.. to sum it all in one word... amazing. perhaps even life-changing, for the better, if Allah wills it. it all began when my monitor died on me. and, knowing me, you'd probably think i was absolutely devastated (which i was seconds after i overcame the shock), because, knowing me, my life is defined by the man-made wonder called the computer (sad but true) and, without the computer..... yeah let's not go there. of course, Allah makes things happen with reason (and i knew the absence of my computer would serve me well haha), if we dont find that reason, we should just trust that Allah knows best. yes? yes! yesss! :D anyway, on top of that, i have always, always admired the speakers that come down to Darul Arqam regularly... and i think this mon...

reach for something, when there's nothing else.

[Azzie] says: hahah yes its my adoralablebalebale bro (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: adorable bella bella ._. =.= [Azzie] says: swan (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: who?! [Azzie] says: SWAN D8 (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: chicken AH! [Azzie] says: BELLA SWAN D8 haih, bella chicken pulak (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: LMAO that's funny [Azzie] says: edward carrot lol (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: who's bella swan ._. [Azzie] says: ohh c'mon D: (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: oh twilight? [Azzie] says: "say it, say it out loud!" (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Chocolate is better than suicide=) says: PONTIANAK !! [Azzie] says: "ur a vampire~ oooo" who's bella swan? you gotta be kidding me. well that's zaf for you. so much for the little skeptic anti-trend stunt. but whatever, screw trends =D ... ...

Romantic dreams must die.

ok so one of my speakers is busted. actually it went out of service days (probably weeks) ago but i only realised today when i put my ear to it and didn't hear anything / feel any vibrations coming from it. pfft speakers remind me of the physics paper, and, consequently, my Olevels. *gaasp* my results. dont ask dont ask please please please. i don't wanna talk about them. then why the hell did i bring it up? beats me. oh whatever. i didnt pick up my results at school today. i have my reasons i guess. instead i'll be dropping by to pick them up tomorrow along with my form A, so that i can send in my JAE form fast fast and get it over with. can't wait to start poly, far far away from my past life. where i don't know everyone and everyone doesn't know me. yeah, i can't wait alright. moving on to other news, well there isn't any other news. haha well, stuff happens, and then life gets better eventually right? right. eventually, huh. "so close to reachin...

i don't think i knew the chaos i was getting in.

[Azzie] says: k I'm back I'm back back D: back back back (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Rhapsody, Euphoria, Ecstacy =) says: WELCOME BACK *slaps* :D [Azzie] says: =.= (=ρнуяєαвυηηιℓℓα -Rhapsody, Euphoria, Ecstacy =) says: hahahaha that was funny slapping is funny! [Azzie] says: ...gyabo... >.> nodame cantabile! XD SO here's how i spent the first week of school. monday - sat in front of comp all day playing compy games. tuesday - went shopping. alone. wednesday - went places to collect stuff. thursday - NP's open house. friday - SP's open house. woohoo~ all hail the void nothingness of the post-olevel period! yippee! pfft yeah well, at least im not stuck in school. (omg please dont eat me, everyone else! D= ) i love shopping, and i love sales even better. the downside would be that it's a tiring sport(?!), and u've got all these sales assistants following you around with their happy faces and their "would u like to try this? would you like to try that?" it...

the world slows down and my heart beats fast right now.

oh zafirah oh zafirah oh zafirah kawanku, rupa cantik macam itik oh zafirah i love you. woah chey, puji diri nampak, zaf. but really, is being pretty as a duck a compliment? "girl, you're as pretty as a duck, you know that?" hmm, not so. it's the new yearr and trust me i planned to post something on new year's day but i was kinda busy, and besides, whoo it's a new year. twenty ten. big deal. =/ see what i mean? no? yes? hmph. if i were any less than ten years younger right now i'd be so bummed that school reopens tomorrow, thinking, "why'd the holls have to end so fast?!" or, "woah back to school, cant wait to see everyone!" or, "(insert class here) already?! im so not gonna slack this year!" (works every time... NOT) or any of the usual pre-first-semester woes. BUT a break in the routine was much needed, and it finally came on cue. whilst billions of other students out there are anticipating (or not) the beginning of the ...