slowly letting go.
i can't lie. it's great to be back. i miss the feel of the keyboard beneath my fingers and the glare of the screen that degrades my eyes by the hour. hold on, that didnt come out right. oh, never mind. these past few days have been.. to sum it all in one word... amazing. perhaps even life-changing, for the better, if Allah wills it. it all began when my monitor died on me. and, knowing me, you'd probably think i was absolutely devastated (which i was seconds after i overcame the shock), because, knowing me, my life is defined by the man-made wonder called the computer (sad but true) and, without the computer..... yeah let's not go there. of course, Allah makes things happen with reason (and i knew the absence of my computer would serve me well haha), if we dont find that reason, we should just trust that Allah knows best. yes? yes! yesss! :D anyway, on top of that, i have always, always admired the speakers that come down to Darul Arqam regularly... and i think this mon...